Jen

10:03 am: Im Here again =p
Hey Guys!

have no idea how many of my friends still use this old thing but hey here I am checkin it out
again cause Im bored =)
Anywyas heres an updated pic incase any of you havent seen me in years. And I am useing Myspace
now so if you wanna add me here you go! www.myspace.com/angeleyez05

Things are going good right now, Im on summer break and have no job so if anyone wants to hang out
gimmie a call =)
<3
Luv ya bye

11:51 am: Hello all
Well Im still in Tennessee
Its really pretty up here. We have been doing a lot of fun things, playing pool, visiting cool hotels, going to the mall.. Im getting better at pool. =p But I still cant make like extremly easy shots at times.
I beat Josh last night OH YEAH. haha, I also beat him and his little brother Jordo at cut throat too.
We all played spoons yesterday cause the power went out and we were all dieing. haha
They saw the violent side of me. XD Jordo was scared. I even scratched josh, poor boy.
I bought some new CDs that are pretty cool =) um Lucerin Blue, Reliant K, and Mea. And I got The Incredibles cause Josh was saying it was a good movie and I had always wanted to see it and so did my fam and it was pretty cheap for a DVD so I thought what the heck. =)

Well I guess thats all for now.
Love ya
<3 Jen

10:02 am: I bet some of you dont even relize Im gone O.o
lol so yeah Im in Tennesee! woot woot
its so pretty, kinda cold and of course I forgot my jacket.
Im up here visiting my friend Josh and his family. I'll be here till tuesday.
Its so nice, today were gonna go to this famous hotell and then to the mall and a youth group called infinity.

Were all having fun, we watched kate and leopold and seriese of unfortunate events, wich turned out to be a really good movie.

Well I need to go take a shower so I'll see ya all later.
Miss ya!

<3 Jen

08:17 pm: hey peeps
hey everyone

wow havent been on LJ in forever.
well, monday I turned 18
yay =)

work is going good
i dont really feel like writing anything so c ya
haha

lova you all
Jen

03:31 pm: fun stuff
Well today is mommys b day
I got her one of those scented wax meling things that make our house smell pretty
with abunch of dif scents.
I also got here save the last dance on dvd, a pound and a half of fudge and now
im treating the fam to dinner over where I work. =)
Tonight were gonna watch the movie.

Yesterday I opened up a savings account and a checking account. I get my debit card in
about two weeks and its gonna have my pic on it lol. Hope I dont look retarded. haha

anyways g2g love you all <3 jen

11:01 pm: ummm
LJ just totally flipped out on me.
It wouldnt let me update for a min.
Anyways

Today was good. I went to work then came home then went to a meeting at church.
I got $32 in tips. wich is good since we throw all the tips into one thing and split them depending on how many hours you worked.
I relized today that I like dont like certain tables for like no reason. lol
I'll just think of them as rude or snobby or something, then I'll think, why dont I like them?
lol its odd

I work with a girl named Lindzy. Shes really cool, she went to South Eastern for 2 years and knows
a lot of my friends.
Mrs. Malissa who I also work with, asked me if I thought one of the guys we work with is cute. He is so I said yes and shes like, really? and she started giggling and walked away. then she came back and told me that she asked because everytime he came in the room he would pay special attention to me. lol so now I feel all strange around him lol.
Even though its probably nothing. and he came in a little after she told me that and she was standing next to me. And I saw him out of the corrner of my eye and couldnt helo but smile and start laughing. lol it was so funny.

I work wed 10-5 thur 10-4 and fri 11-8. so some one come visit me =(
if you want directions just call me.

<3
Jen

03:44 pm: welllll
I have Xanga now
My name on it is angeleyez87
it looks pretty flippin hot with me all over it =p
Josh and I took pix and he made it look all cool.
He gets like all the dredit, I did 2 things, pose and make the bg inverted colors haha

Im still gonna check lj from time to time

Love ya all
<3
Jen

06:40 pm: hm
I think I like subconciously disowned LJ. I never go on anymore.
but w.e =p


its gonna be so strange not going to the Allen house for Christmas this year.
But I understand why. And we will still have fun tonight =)
tomorrow our christmas dinner is gonna be speghetie and meatballs. haha
my mom wanted to do something non truditional.
So tomorrow I'm probably going to watch some christmas movies, open presents, and play some halo2 online =p
its so funny playing that game with people. Its pretty much all guys and when they
relize Im a girl (Believe it or not my name being "Angeleyez" and sounding like a girl isnt a dead give away.) They like flip out. A. because Im pretty good and B. because they dont meet girls on there much.
lol but my brothers and my brother's friend from college Zac are protective of me.
Whenever the guys start getting perverted they start thretening them and stuff. its so funny.
This one guy was begging for my #, So I sent him a message telling him he could be some crazy rapist guy no lol.

poor guy

So right now its not that cold yet my teeth are chattering and I'm shivering.
lol

And I miss hanging out with Kyleen Ashley and Emily =(
I have been thinking about you guys a lot lately.
are you all going to the Connely's for newyears again?

Love you all <3

09:59 pm: hmmm oh what to post
today was truley an amazing day.
Matt and I hung out with Josh and his family the from 3pm-10pm.
We played Halo, DDR, watched Lost, and he tought me stuff on my guitar.
By the time he leaves I'm gonna be so awesome.
We kicked his butt on Halo, and his brother is pretty good at DDR.
I did better than him in all but one of the songs.

Im still waiting for my application for OMC to get here so I can send it in.
Im like dieing. I wanna get in soooo bad.
I sent the request online not long ago so it should be here withing 2 weeks Im guessing.

lalallalala *trys to wait patiently*

So, what else what else, I really wanna see Finding Neverland. It just cought my attention.


Anyways thats all for now
Love ya all
<3 <3 Jen

04:50 am: the only people that comment on my posts are
Clarissa and tammy lately *tear*




YOU DONT CARE ABOUT MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!


='(

*runs to corrner and crys*

05:10 am: yay
Well last night was simply Awesome.
Masters Commision came to Image and I have seen them twice b4,
and everytime they have come down I have felt pulled to want to know more about it
but never really took the time to ask. So when I was in the bathroom a girl from it was in there named Ashley. And so I asked her how it all worked and all my little questions. And she
said for me wanting to get into missions and singing it would be perfect.
So she gave me the address to write to and told me how it all works for applying.

Im so excited, I have lately been wondering if South Eastern was really where I was being
called to. Cause things just wernt matching up with it. And I began to think
well I'm kind of going cause I dont have any other places that I have considered or what not.
But then I was like, well I need to check out some more Christian Colleges then.
Well now this came along and it really seems right.
So Im gonna pray about it and then write to them. And if I'm accepted I'll know God wants
me there cause they pray over each application.

When I got home my mom was sleeping so I couldnt tell her. And its funny cause last night I was up
till a little after 1am, then couldnt fall asleep for like an hour. But at 7:15am this morning I was
wide awake. So I layed there till 7:30 and I still was wide awake so I got up and came out to my mom and dad. And told them all the stuff about Masters and my mom is so excited. She said it sounds like an answer to prayer to her cause she was also feeling like South Eastern wasnt working cause of the money and
also just it didnt seem like, yes this is it. ya know?

so lol if you guys could be praying for God to guide me in this and who to ask for my letters of recamondation.
I'm probably going to do Pastor Rick or Brother David, and then Mr. & Mrs. Angier or Brother Bryan and Ruth. since I need two, one pastoral and one of my choice.

so yay
love you all
<3
And Im going to area 51 tonight where Im gonna see em again
woot woot

03:33 pm: Was up chickas
I wish I had gotten to go to the ETE show Saturday.
But I needed to see Ruth. Hadnt seen her since Stevens wedding.

Well during Thanksgiving when my brother was down he brought Halo 2 with him.
AHHHH
Why did he d that to us.
MAtt and I played it just about 24/7 for the week we had it and omg I am hooked.
He wont be back till the 17th and it seems like it will never get here.
Its really really sad how bad I get hooked to games.
But thats why I refuse to go on adictinggames.com
that would be suicide for me!

me and Matt are getting Halo 2 and Xbox Live for Christmas. ohhhhhh so much fun

Im taking the SAT in January, I think like the 28th or something.
So I have been studying some. but not as much as I should so people plz start like calling me and be like GO FREAKIN STUDY B4 I COME OVER AND BEAT YOU.
lol
I did memorize some vocab last night.
and am gonna go do some more studyin in a min.

YAY mom comes home today
shes been gone since Thursday.

well g2g <3 luv luv

12:45 pm: Such such such a bad day yet so so good
So, yesterday I went to the beach.
it was, Tammy, Stanly court and I and we were going to meet Britt at the end of Atlantic.
So we take off and get there around 12. So we pick her up then go and look for a good spot to
park. So were driving for a long time so Im like well w.e look theres a Baskin Robbins (MOCHA BLAST!)
we can get ice cream later.
So we go into the parking lot, wich also has a publix and stuff there.
And we park. But b4 we park I was thinking, am I alloud to park here if I'm going to the beach?
So I look around for a sign but dont see any.
So we park and get all the stuff out.
We decided we were going to get ice cream after we went swimming.
So down on the beach we had sooo much fun.
The water was freezing but really nice and clear and calm.
My type of beach.
The sun was out but not scorching hot. and all the sand was nice and warm.
So we decide to walk down the beach a bit.
And as were walking there are a bunch of seagulls. So me having a bag of doritoes took a chip and
threw it to them. They went insane, it was so funnny, so I throw another, and they go crazy again. so then tammy starts throwing them. But now all the Seagulls (like 50) are flying around us wanting more. lol
And Im just worried about being pooped on so I start walking away and they are following us!
So we start running but they still follow.
it was so funny Stan was freaking out.
So then they start landing on the ground again so I sit to rest cause running in the sand SUX.
And they are all around me just starring. haha they kept inching closer and closer
So I pulled out a chip and threw one to one.
And they went crazy again. So then I was like hey maybe they will eat out of my hand.
So I take a chip and hold it out in the air.
So one of em comes over and takes it right out of my hand.
it was so cool.
Later I found out you can get finned $50 for feeding them.. oops =p
So then we walked back to the towel. and britt was hungry so we decided to go over to publix for her.
so as were walking up I see a little yellow paper on my car... Im like, um whats on my windshield...
so we go over and what do ya know its a $25 parking ticket.
So now Im like grr and so we r done with the beach.
So we start leaving. and then everything starts going wrong. Stupid ppl wouldnt let me over so I ended up being stuck on 95. and some other stupid things ddriving happend.
then I had to drive Brittney all the way hiome in boca.
so I had been driving people home for about 2 hours.
when I finally got home, there was a ton of junk in the car that I needed to clean out.
So I put my keys in my purse and set it to the side, turned on the car light cause now it was dark, then got out and out of habbit locked my door.
then I relized I just locked my keys in the car with the light on and my mom and dad are gone.
-_-
So I called my dad to come home and we got it all done.
but man was I tired and annoyed.

but so for the highlight of the day.
Clarissa and I went to Ruth Woodsons house to hang out with her
b4 they move on Thursday.
Im gonna miss them so much.
Rabecah is soooo adorable, and so big.
I was holding her for awhile.
Shes so cute.

well that was my good/bad day
luv ya all
Jen

05:58 pm: =(
Looks like Im going to the Embrace The Eternal Show all alone
Some one come with me ='(

06:15 pm: Woot woot

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well tomorrow IM going to signlanguage then to the beach.
should be fun.
Im probly not going to be swimming cause hopefully it will be nice and cool out.
Wich is the best on the beach.
then off to the ETE show.
So thats my life tomorrow.
Love you all
Jen <3

04:50 pm: Just some lil things
Yesterday we had a meeting to run through our thing for the Christmas production.
See, they hadnt tought me what I was supposed to do at the end right,
so IM standing after I did my part, talking to Clarissa, then I look over and the other girl is motioning me to go to my position... So I run over there then watch her cause I have no idea what Im doing.
So I do what she does, then this lady tells me Im supposed to be dancing in the front. and IM like oh so I start walking over there and then this other ladys like your supposed to be HEAR.
And Im like, well maybe someone should have tought me my part instead of just saying oh at the end your also going to do something but were not gonna tell you what...
So I looked like an idiot but oh well.



Clarissa is a Double BB!!!

mwahahaha I wont tell u what that is but she knows >=)

Now for Image tonight
Byes <3


Saturday- Going to the beach woot woot

01:08 pm: oh man
OK, everyone in the world needs to read this book.
If I could post the entire thing on here I would.
Its called "I Kissed Dating Goodbye"

Dont be fooled by the name and think oh thats not for me.
Its an amazing book. And has so much more insight on more than
just dating alone.

Heres 2 lil clips from it.


"It was finally here, Anna's wedding day, the day she had dreamed about and planned for months.
The small, picturesque church was crowded with friends and family.
Sunlight poured through the stained glass windows, and the gentle music of a string quartet filled the air. Anna walked down the aisle toward David. Joy surged within her. this was the moment for wich she had waited so long. He gently took her hand, and they turned toward the alter.
But as the minister began to lead anna and david through their vows, the unthinkable happend.
A girl stood up in the middle of the congregation, walked quietly to the alter, and took Davids other hand. Another girl approached and stood next to the first, followed by another. Soon a chain of 6 girls stood by him as he repeated his vows to Anna.
Anna felt her lip begin to quiver as tears welled up in her eyes. " Is this some kind of joke?" She wispered to David. "Im....... Im sorry Anna," he said, staring at the floor. "Who are these girls David?
Whats going on?" She gasped. "they're girls from my past," he answered sadly, "Anna, they don't mean
anything to me now...... But I've given part of my heart to each of them."
"I thought your heart was mine," she said. "it is it is," he pleaded. "Everything thats left is yours,"
A tear rolled down annas check. Then she woke up.

Anna told me about her dream in a letter. "when I awoke I felt so betrayed," she wrote. "but then I was stuck with these sickening thoughts: How many men could line up next to me on my wedding day? How many times have I given my heart away in short term relationships? Will I have anything left for my husband?"

One afternoon I was walking from my hotell to the convention center downtown. A group of three guys walked past me in the opposite direction. They smiled in a way that seemed odd. They wispered something and laughed as they passed me, and for some reason those actions made me uncomfortable. What was bothering me? I pushed my discomfort out of my mind and went on. But a few minuts later a car pulled up along side me. The same three guys were inside. This time, I could in no way mistake their intent or the reason I'd felt strange-these guys were homosexuals and were checking me out. They whistled, winked, and laughed at my bafflement. Finally they sped away, leaving me to fume.
I'll never forget the anger and disguist I felt at that moment. I was outraged to have served as the object of their lust, to have their eyes crawling over me. It was wrong, so filthy.
I remember turning to God in self-righteous anger and hissing through my clenched teeth, "those people are so sick!" The gentle rebuke God wispered to my heart caught me off guard.
"Joshua, your smug hetrosexual lust is just as misplaced, just as digusting in My sight."
This realization floored me. My contempt at the lust of those three men was nothing in comparison to the disgust God feels at the lust in my heart, even society condones and expects it. God states that when I look at a woman lustfully, wether she is on the street, or a billboard, or in a movie, IM actually committing adualtry with her in my heart. (Matthew 5:28) Thats serious!


Well thats all I wanted to post.
My days have been pretty good. I hope the hot tub is hot right now.
Love you all
<3 Jen

10:13 am: SO much
Ryan get better <3 Rissa and I are praying.
Ky come relax in the hot tub =)
love you guys
Jen


Theres so much I could say,
but I cant and or wont.
If I did it would be wrong.
Yeah it would make me feel better for a little.
but I would just be doing what anyone else would be doing.
And Im not like everyone else.
Nor want to be.
Funny how you can just forget about everything I
have ever done for you.
And try to pin all the blame on me.
oh you didnt do anything wrong u think.
I will at least admit I should have done some things diferantly.
Aproched them diferantly.
But we all make mistakes.
and Im sry for those things.

12:14 am: *sits and waits patiently*
I'm ready to get up and go



Last night I had a ton of weird dreams.
One was me hanging out with my friend rob, but he looked nothing like rob. infact rob is black and this guy was white. hmm lol....
And then another where a lady had stollen my wallet so I was trying to find her.
then lots of little things.

12:35 pm: some life
first off, YAY BUSH IS BACK!!!!! Thank God
I knew kerry was crap the second I saw him. Anyone who voted for him or would
have is ignorant blind. sry if that offends some of you but oh well eat it.

So yesterday at Image is was awesome.
Court, Robinson and philip did a skit and it went pretty well.
Brother David P's message was awesome though.
The past few weeks I havent been able to really focus in on them.
And it was really annoying me. But tonight I forced myself to pay attention.
And I took notes and all that good stuff.
It was about hiding Gods word in your heart and meditating on it.
the scripture was in Mark 4. about the farmer scatering seed.
It was really good, I hope people will go home and apply it to themself now.

Thats one thing that always bugs me, when people are like, wow that was so good.
Pastor really got to me in that. and then they just go home, and dont apply what he said to their life.
Then they wonder why nothing works for them.....

Well Im gonna apply this to me life =p

So anyways. Drama practice tonight, but only the girls are supposed to go tonight.
Not even all the girls. just the 5 that are in the drama. amelia, clarissa, me, tammy and symone.

soo hmmm, what else.
ROBINSON WAS AT CHURCH YESTERDAY


haha
ok so I guess thats all =p

love ya all
Jen <3

01:43 pm: OK this needs to be said
Ok, I hate when people think I did something that I didn't do. So I just
need to clear this up.

Ok, you asked why I was avoiding you, but I wasn't. I had been but that
was b4 our talk.
You have been saying that when you would call to hang out, I would
always say I was either to busy or couldn't hang out today, then would
go hang out with other people.
Well hun, did you ever think that the reason I couldn't hang out and was
to busy, was BECAUSE I already had plans with those other people? Hmm

You also said I never called you, that u were always the one calling
me.
Ok, calling people is one thing I need to work on.
Whenever I think to call a friend, its at like 1pm, but they are at
school, so I'm like ook ill call at like 4 then. But then I forget and
don't remember till its to late to call.
I'm trying to work on this problem but I'm sry.
Its not that I don't want to talk to my friends.

So you were saying that with those two thing, you felt like I never made
time to hang out, and that you were always the one calling me.
And that you felt like you were the only one trying to keep our
friendship by this or w.e.
You also said that if I had a problem with you, I needed to come to you
and talk to you about it. Not avoid you or w.e. Well, like I said
earlier, I wasn't avoiding you. And from what I can remember, anytime
you get mad at me or anyone else, u always refuse to talk to them about
it.
Why should I do something you don't do yourself?
And I TRYED talking to you. We sat in mcdonalds for an hour and a half.
I explained how we were having problems. And I sat there and tryed to
talk everything out with you and figure out how we could fix this. But
you wouldn't talk it out.
You just sat there, the few times you did say something, it was saying
how you wernt going to open up to anyone anymore.
How am I supposed to come talk to you about what's going on if you won't
open up to me?
And I didn't even give you a reason to stop opening up to me, if anyone
did, it was you. You betrayed my trust.

when I confrunted you about telling him, you didn't care. You just sat
there, didn't apologize or ANYTHING.

You may not think you did anything wrong. But that doesn't mean you
didn't. and you may not feel guilty, But that doesn't mean there is
nothing to feel guilty for.
if I go kill some one. But afterwards I don't feel guilty or like I did
anything wrong. That doesn't mean I didn't do anything wrong.

Oh and I think if everyone BUT you thinks it was wrong, then maybe it
was hun.

After we had that talk, and you wouldn't open up in the least. I decided
to give up. That if you wanted to open up and fix everything, you could
come to me cause it was a waist of my time to sit there and get no
where.

AND when I talked to u about how I tryed and you wouldn't open up. You
said " well I had nothing to say." Well that's not trying to fix
everything and make our relationship work.
If anyone was trying to make the relationship work, it was me.

I'm not saying I have no blame in everything that's happend. I'm just
explaining my frustrations, so you can understand what was happening.
Instead of assuming the things you did and being totaly wrong.

Because I gave up after that talk, that's why I didn't call you. And
that's why I didn't mind not hanging out with you as much.

I think its kind of humorous how you don't want me talking to you,
calling you, being around you and all, but you still call me for rides.
I'm still gonna give em to you. Cause I want you to be in church.

You also might be wondering why I don't just say this to your face. Well
trust me I wanted to. But when I'm talking to you I can't think, I get
so mad that I can't explain anything.

So that's why I'm writing it in here. Cause its the best way I could
express it all and you would be able to still read it.

like pastor Rick said, I don't have to Like everyone. Just Love them.
So I'm gonna love you as much as I can.

Jen

09:57 pm: Just to curl up in your arms and cry.

03:16 am: I dont like subjects, whats with the subject.. Its just my life...
OK so this morning I went with my dad to look at an apartment for this lady.
then got home and saw that Kyleen was on (who I havent hung out with in like forever)
So I asked what she was doing and then went over to hang out for a bit.
We went to the mall and talked about the crap of my life. and some good. lol
she got a pretty dress.
When we were buying the dress at Body Shop, there were a bunch of rings, and this one
huge plastic one that had a big buble full of gliter and stuff in it popped out at me.
So Im like, Who would buy this? and she looks at it. And being the Kyleen she is, she was like
I WOULD! lol so then we see the rings are 3 for $6 so I pick one out and she picks that one
and another pretty one out and we buy em.

lol all I can do is laugh when I see it. Only she could pull that thing off.
Thanx for my ring ky <3

So then we went back to her house and watched some TV.
Now i am home and gotta get ready for drama.

*High Light of my Day* - Hanging out with Kyleen =)

the rest has been crap.


So now to the world of drama. should be fun.
Gotta call the boyz and tell em they dont need to come.


Love ya all
Jen

08:09 pm: *sigh*
There are so many things on my mind right now.
I can barly consectrate on my school work.

I relize that once God was taken out of it we fell apart.
I stuck with it as long as I could but it was bringing me down
and I couldnt take it anymore.
Now Im just worried about the end result.


on a diferant note.
Yesterday was fun at Stan's party, and Britt's party untill a little drama came from
people being stupid.

Friday went to North East and BA's foot ball game. BA lost their holm comming.
Sadness.
Saturday, Sign language then hung with Clarissa and some friends, then rushed to Britts party, Sunday: church, went out to eat but got stuck in the middle of University cause the power stearing on Joannes
car went out. SOme guy had to push us out of the road. People are so stupid, they were honking at us and
getting mad. were like, yeah right we want to be here right now idiots! So then went to Stan's party were this guy kept bugging me.
then drove tam and jamall home. talked to jamall for about an hour and then went home.

Now to go finish my school.
<3
Luv ya
Jen

06:26 pm: hmmm
Well yesterday was Marias b day <3 <3 Love you!
It was so much fun chillen at your house. =)

Today I Did school and now Jamall is over. SO were just gonna chill.

Dont really have much to say haha
Love yall

jen <3

02:29 pm: Holmcomming.
Well last night I went to my first official "dance" It was fun.
I said I wasn't going to dance, but they made me.

Surprizingly I wasn't nurvous going to it.
I thought I would be scared out of my mind but I was fine.
Just my usual shyness. lol

I got my hair cut yesterday.
Then they styled it for me too but I didnt really like it.
So when I went to Jenny's to get my make up done she helped me with my hair.

I had to be home at 1am so we couldnt go to any of the after partys.
Wich I wanted to go to but also didnt. lol

Now Im going with my mom..



HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOT WOOT 15
lol


<3 <3 <3 <3

Jen/Chrissy

11:25 am: Just a lil Update on my awesome life. =p
Well yesterday I went to a girls bible study thats being held at Clarissa's
house. The girl thats leading it is Jackie, shes really cool.
Something that we talked about really got to me. It was basically a slap in the face haha.

I'll write exactly what the paper says lol.

"Pray"

Not haveing an active prayer life would sound a little like this.

Yea, Mandy's my best friend. Talk? Oh, we never talk. Hang out together? Why?... I mean, she's still
my best friend though. Yeah, I really love her, shes's a great friend. Sacrifice for her? Why?... Yea,
I've definately left her hanging on Friday nights... oops... Sundays too..... But I was really tired...
Maybe shes not my best friend after all.

Not praying is like completely leaving God out of the picture.
How can you wonder why you're not growing? Why there's no spiritual activity or excitement?
Double check your prayer life. Do you talk to God?


Sometimes Im really good about spending regular time with God.
But then I get lazy and put it off and crap and then I lay in bed and relize all I
did was read a chapter of my bible.
When we talked about this I was just like wow.
I need to straighten up.
And I thought I would share it with everyone.

Well Im off now,
Dude last night me Jamall, Jeff and Matt played halo for awhile.
I was kickin butt.
haha
Love you all
<3
Jen

P.s. One thing that I thank God for, is that he will forgive me. Wow
Sometimes Im just like, God dont you get sick of me? I WOULD! But he doesn't.
Thats so freakin awesome.

Wow Love you God!
<3 <3

08:20 pm: COUCHES
So like yesterday me and my dad went out and got a new couch. It gets here on Tuesday and I like cant wait. haha
its really cushy so yeah I want it.

Hmm Tammy and Jamall finally talked but it didnt go to well x.x

Drama went well

My mood is....... kinda crapy but not at the same time

hmmm
thats all for now
I miss Ky <3
Saw you on Tuesday =O!

lol ok IM a dork

<3 Jen

09:50 pm: wow
Never have I had SO much fun.
Last night was amazing. I think its the first night I have gotten through with out any drama.
Of people not talking to people and being pissed at eachother and ruining everyone ELSES good time.
GOSH YALL ARE SO DANG SELFISH! SUCK IT UP AND GROW UP!

wow ok so lets forget that lil out burst and talk about how awesome the past two days have been haha.
First, last night Jamall, Stan, Courtney, Jeff and I all went to see Cellular at 10:10pm. But, we got there to late and had to think of a doferant plan. So we decided to see Shark Tale at 12am and get ice cream befor hand. SO it was like 11pm and we all go over to the Arecade where I am introduced to
the second best game in the world! Seriously I loved it haha I was good too. you like have a fake gun (mine was pink... hmm) And you shoot the bad guys and you push this peddle to croutch and stuff. It
wasnt that amazing but this is how I think of it. I am adicted to Halo... And this is what I campare
it all too, Its like being an alcoholic and you tryin not to drink, but this game is like drinkin a smirnof. haha cause there so lil alcohole in it. So it was just a lil somethin that was tidin me over.
Now were gonna go to the movies just to play that game. So we went and got ice cream where we were non stop laughing the entire time. they kept making fun of me lol but I dont care I can take it.
I laugh just as hard as they do at myself cause I can do some pretty stupid things. =p

but so we saw the movie and no one wanted to go home afterward. I didnt get in till 3:15, went to sleep at 3:30 and woke at 10. Then I convinced my mom to give me money for a home comming dress if I did extra chores and stuff round the house this week. So she gave me $40 and I got a really pretty dress and
a necklace.

So me Jamall Jeff and Court went shopping and all was well.

Then Jamall and I went to Stan's house. His mom loves us, were the only two who are welcome anytime.
and She got me some slippers. She was at the store or something and bought a few pairs of these slippers then gave me a pair =) shes so nice.
She also took us out to eat at boston market were I made a fool of myself cause I didnt know what to order or w/e... haha
again lots of laughing and fun stuff. =p

SO now I gotta go to bed to go to church in the morning.
Love you all <3
Jen

10:40 am: Woohoo
Well today my dad ordered my guitar!
Its going to be here in 2 weeks! Yay! =D
I cant wait to play it. Its funny cause I didnt want
to learn how to play b4, but now I do cause it
would be such a plus for my music and singing and stuff.
I just dont want to get caluses but oh well if I do. Least I can play. =p
Im not going to rip my tumb off like David I hope ;)
haha David <3

Anyways thats on its way. But also, I get to go to a Home Comming =) yay
Courtney wanted me to go so me her and Jeff are going.
I'm sure we will have fun.
Then I also might go to prom. Fun stuff.

Tonight = meeting then movies yay! =D
I have been waiting to see Cellular.
Woot woot!


Love you all
Jen

p.s. Plz stop the drama. x.x